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Same door same room so many things I could've done I never took advantage of to revert to someone I once knew
Fighting all Impulse to speak in a dialect that I seemed to pick up but never under stood
My eyes are open but I can't think straight it's too late I'm falling of the edge of me
I've gone too far
I think I wanna get out now
I've seen enough and it's not anything to really talk about
I'm neck deep and I'm worn out
The pressure in my chest is all I'll ever know now
The distinction knowing if someone is really there
My intuition is emotionally impaired
All I wanted was a little bit of romance
Now I'm standing here with one big lesson
I can't relate to anything around me
There's no escape
I think I wanna get out now
I think I wanna get out now
I think I wanna get out now
I think I wanna get out now
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Creak
03:44
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Creaking floors are under me I feel these cracks with dust I'll never clean
Promise that eventually I'll fill my lungs with air I use to breathe
Pacing back and forth though there's nothing to apologize for
I'll make way and make room for you
Fly fly fly Birdy your nest is shrinking and feeling uncomforting but now you know what what your singing you look straight ahead but your feet are still trembling
Mistakes a bird inside a cage dissident caught up in all his shame
inspect give yourself some time to reflect ask your self just how you really been
Pacing back and forth cause theres no one who you look up to
Time's made way and made room for you
How long can I keep all of my secrets
These walls lack insolation I know you know what I'm thinking
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Accountability
03:47
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I've changed my mind about how to live this current part of my life thought giving in would be alright
My contemplations of regret have turned around into a progress of what happens to my mind when over stressed
Here comes accountability
Almost hard to believe
It's hard to accept reverse effects of our actions
Good intentions only help you sleep at night
Calling on my energy to recognize my friends from my frenemies and clear the line blurred in between
It's learning how to cope knowing every day's not a filler episode
Replace the blame you thought would never let you go
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Gas Light
03:34
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To name one time I can't keep it in line it's all routine to say the things to keep it all up in my mind
The words you weave are like a net knotted with too many holes
You raise your voice and get defensive like you already know
I think its time to relax oh no I guess I never should've said that
I'm not prepping for a match and now and now I'm seeing all the red flags
I don't have any fuel for your gas light
I remember the events that happened last night
You can call all your friends for a fist fight
But you can't count on any of your insight
At least I can admit
I know I'm not that perfect I have my flaws in this
You can't exaggerate you circumstance to give you an inch
I"m not a punching bag to validate your self importance
I think it's time to look back of course you think you never ever said that
I'm not prepping for a match and now and now I'm seeing all the red flags
And I know it's hard to empathize
A lack of vision to see on the outside
But we all have our time to be the bad guy
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It'll Get Better
04:24
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Stringing up my laces questioning where I had just come from
Why I feel naked holding the trigger attached to this gun
I fell asleep last
It felt like the first time in a while
Interesting how things can be
How someone can see things differently
Was I trying hard enough
I was dying to evolve
Checking up on cases
Holding on to words that I regret
All for my name sake
to see exactly how far I diverged
I'm slowly learning how to breathe through everything that's trapped inside of me
From what is wild what is tamed
Every virus someday gets its name
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Howling At The Earth
With powerful vocals and intricate guitar riffsHowling at the Earth writes songs that paints the fantasy of everyday life
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